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Oh the tide is rising high
I see the signs but I’m powerless
Feel the rush overcoming me
don’t let my fate be the cold abyss
Tell me why do I obsess
Oh these waves are so relentless
I thought the storm would be over now
Anchor me
Anchor me
I’m afraid I’ll lose myself in the tempest
Anchor me
Anchor me
Don’t let me lose my way
I watch the lightning split the sky
Illuminating all my secrets
My pride has it out for me
Silently exploiting all my weaknesses
I can’t blame anyone else
I know I do this to myself
Anchor me
Anchor me
I’m afraid I’ll lose myself in the tempest
Anchor me
Anchor me
Don’t let me lose my way
The pulling of the tide
The pulsing of the waves
The fury in the sky
Don’t let me lose my way
In the tempest
Anchor me
Anchor me
I’m afraid I’ll lose myself in the tempest
Anchor me
Anchor me
Don’t let me lose my way
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Rope is burning my hands
Burning my hands
My grip is failing
Pray that if I’m gonna fall
You’re gonna come rescue me
Smell the rain in the air
Rain in the air
The sky is churning
Safety between you and me
Safety is all that I need
Tell me what’s the point of it now
Quit dragging this out
I’m stuck here in the in between
Suffocating in un uncertainty
I’m stuck here but I’m not that naïve
Were you lying to yourself or me
Tears are burning my eyes
Burning my eyes
But I can’t help it
Pray that if I’m gonna fall
I’m gonna land on my feet
Taste the smoke in the air
Smoke in the air
Who are we kidding
Distrust, the fire you feed
Consumes the future we dreamed
Tell me what’s the point of it now
Quit dragging this out
I’m stuck here in the in between
Suffocating in un uncertainty
I’m stuck here but I’m not that naïve
Were you lying to yourself or me
Should I release what’s in my head
Or is it better left unsaid
I’m stuck here in the in between
Suffocating in un uncertainty
I’m stuck here but I’m not that naïve
Were you lying to yourself or me
To yourself or me
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I can taste the blood as I bite my tongue
I hold back the flood
Some songs remain unsung
Scream the reasons why I don’t measure up
I’m not worth your time
Drag me through the mud
But I catch my breath I look straight ahead
I have nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
I’m done waiting here for the smoke to clear
I have nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
Do you realize you put me through hell
Look me in the eyes
If you know me so well
I don’t harbor hate, have no stones to throw
Trust will take some time
Grace will carry us home
But I catch my breath I look straight ahead
I have nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
I’m done waiting here for the smoke to clear
I have nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
Second guessing my intentions
Analyzing my reflection
It’s hard with all the smoke and mirrors
Second guessing my intentions
Analyzing my reflection
It’s hard with all the smoke and mirrors
But I catch my breath I look straight ahead
I have nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
I’m done waiting here for the smoke to clear
I have nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
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I’m sick to my stomach
You keep shoving words in my mouth
And I try to rise above it
But the lies you believe cut me down
It plays in my mind
It echos until I go mad
But I can’t make it right
I’ve tried but you’re ironclad
Oh oh is this what you wanted?
Oh oh I wish you’d be honest
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
But I can’t make you hear me
I can’t make you hear me
I’m bleeding to prove to you my love
But I can’t make you believe me
I can’t make you believe me
Tell me am I your ally
Or am I your nemesis
I have finally realized
You can’t convince a skeptic
Oh oh is this what you wanted?
Oh oh I wish you’d be honest
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
But I can’t make you hear me
I can’t make you hear me
I’m bleeding to prove to you my love
But I can’t make you believe me
I can’t make you believe me
Is this what you wanted
I wish you’d me honest
But I’ve cleared my conscience
Now I’m letting you go
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
But I can’t make you hear me
I can’t make you hear me
I’m bleeding to prove to you my love
But I can’t make you believe me
I can’t make you believe me
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
I can’t make you hear me
I can’t make you hear me
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Comfort is a slow deception
A self imposed asphyxiation
Am I dissolving going numb
Apathetic to what I used to love
But I can’t deny that my soul is unsettled, my soul is unsettled by you
One more step closer to you
With every breath my endurance renews
I want more, I won’t settle
Just one more step closer, closer to you
Perfection is a fatal cycle
Misguided torment, reprisal
I dissect obsessively
My own worst critic, show no sympathy
But I can’t deny that my soul is unsettled, my soul is unsettled by you
One more step closer to you
With every breath my endurance renews
I want more, I won’t settle
Just one more step closer, closer to you
I resist my spirit shrinking back
Brace for the impact
Can I face the music, can I face myself
Pour my heart out till there’s nothing left
One more step closer to you
With every breath my endurance renews
I want more, I won’t settle
Just one more step closer, closer to you
Closer to you
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Tension twisting in my chest
Bitterness lingers on my breath
My mind is a carousel circling, circling
Cue the paralyzing pain
Your spell keeps me cold and grey
I hate myself for letting you have this hold on me
I can’t get you out of my head
I can’t get you out of my head
Why isn’t my heart done bleeding yet
I can’t get you out of my head
Just when I think I’m over it
My mind triggers another spin
Turns out I’m no better than you at letting grudges go
This might be a mistake
I’m digging another grave
To asphyxiate all the anger I’m not ready to face
I can’t get you out of my head
I can’t get you out of my head
Why isn’t my heart done bleeding yet
I can’t get you out of my head
I let this wound bleed out
Til my knees hit the ground
I can’t get you out of my head
I can’t get you out of my head
Why isn’t cmy heart done bleeding yet
I can’t get you out of my head
I don’t think my heart will let me forget
I can’t get you out of my head
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I’m trapped in this glass house
You see my every move
If I shatter this glass house
Will it become my tomb
Don’t come too close I don’t want you to know
I keep finding horrors in the caverns of my soul
Can I be real? I don’t understand how I feel
I’m not sure I like the darkness I’m finding inside
Am I allowed to be broken just for a moment
Am I allowed to be broken
What if my pen leaves stains I can’t wash away
What if it’s all in vain and still the pain remains
I’m trapped in this glass house
You see my every move
If I shatter this glass house
Will it become my tomb
Do I need time? Can you ease my tortured mind
Maybe you can give perspective I could never find
I know I’m flawed, I’m human after all
But if I stay above reproach will that make all my pain dissolve
Am I allowed to be broken just for a moment
Am I allowed to be broken
What if my pen leaves stains I can’t wash away
What if it’s all in vain and still the pain remains
I’m trapped in this glass house
You see my every move
If I shatter this glass house
Will it become my tomb